(via fyeahrachelberry)

movieoftheday:

Jack: You’re gonna get out of here, you’re gonna go on and make lots of babies, and you’re gonna watch them grow. You’re gonna die an old lady warm in her bed, but not here, not this night. Not like this, do you understand me? Winning that ticket, Rose, was the best thing that ever happened to me… it brought me to you. And I’m thankful for that, Rose. I’m thankful. You must do me this honor, Rose. Promise me you’ll survive. That you won’t give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless. Promise me now, Rose, and never let go of that promise.
Rose: I promise.
Jack: Never let go.
Rose: I’ll never let go. I’ll never let go, Jack.

So today I went over my overdraft….I know you feel my pain…direct debits hitting my account 2 days earlier than they’re supposed to, have taken me over my limit…oh joy! I left Uni 4 years gone now, and I’m starting to think I’m never gonna shift this accumulating debt that Mr HSBC found oh so so fitting and appropriate to dish out to a skint student earning -£5 per week and living off beans on toast and recycled tea bags.

Inevitably I’ll get bank charges and will play a game of credit catch up for the next few months and am I a little sad that I can’t afford that Dress from ‘Rare’ that I’ve been admiring for the past month? of course….BUT non of this is enough to make me stop trying and give up, because I want bigger and better things in this life, and sacrifice I must.

Here I am 2010, NOT in the high flying Marketing or Music industry job I was ‘supposed’ to get on graduating from my music business course, but instead working in a Market research company, at the bottom of their tiny hierarchy, making outbound calls to recruit focus groups…the very focus groups I was in fact educated to project manage and run. Working every shift as a means to my end, to support myself in whatever way I can so that I can try again to make a lifelong dream happen.

The thing is that even though I’m 25 and struggling to make ends meet everybody around me is supporting me, not judging or wishing I was some big corporate success, instead showing me patience and generosity, because they believe in me and my dreams ……..sometimes I think they believe more than i do myself.

….what I’m trying to say, is that it doesn’t matter if you’re a success in the eyes of the prying neighbour, or in the minds of the over curious old school friends… what matters is that your happy and that you fulfill the goals and dreams YOU set out to do….Not somebodies elses idea of what you SHOULD be doing with your life.  I’m very fortunate that I have friends and family who understand this is something I have to do, and so to those who are not as fortunate as I am, this blog is for you.

“And if the moon had to runaway and all the stars didn’t wanna play, don’t waste the sun on a rainy day, the wind will soon blow it all away”

This song has been stuck in my head for days!

E o hoje finalmente chegou, eu gostaria de poder apertar um botão no tempo e fazer com que ele passasse mais devagar, é mais uma folha do calendário que se vai.. eu pensei em você essa noite, uns poucos minutos antes de cair no sono, pensei no monte de coisas que eu gostaria de te dizer, em todas as palavras soltas que que encontram tanta dificuldade pra se encaixar, em meio a tudo isso eu me limitei ao silêncio, me permiti pensar apenas no seu sorriso. Eu gostaria de poder apenas te abraçar hoje, eu não te diria nada além de parabéns, mas eu faria o possível pra te ver sorrir durante todo o dia. Você tem força, é amado, talentoso, generoso, você é um ser humano tão lindo, hazz.. eu tenho tanto orgulho de você. Apenas continue iluminando a vida de tantas pessoas, que você seja mais feliz a cada dia que passa. Feliz aniversário, eu te amo muito, aproveite cada segundo do seu dia, aproveite cada segundo de todos os dias, super-herói. Como eu disse, mais uma folha do calendário se vai, mas não é como se isso fosse ruim, só preciso que você sorria, não importa o quanto você cresça, enquanto você sorrir você vai ser o meu menino e eu realmente gosto disso. ♥

milafmc:

Blair: Last fall, you said we couldn’t be together and I believed you, but every time I try to move on you’re right there, acting like -
Chuck: Acting like what?
Blair: Like, maybe you just want me to be as unhappy as you are.
Chuck: I would never wish that on anyone. I want you to be happy.
Blair: Then look down deep into the soul I know you have and tell me if what you feel for me is real or if it’s just a game. If it’s real, we’ll figure it out. All of us. But if it’s not, then please Chuck, just let me go.
Chuck: It’s just a game, I hate to lose. You’re free to go.
Blair: Thank you.
Serena: Chuck, why did you just do that?
Chuck: Because I love her. And I can’t make her happy.

onebreath:

Rachel: “I got off the plane.”

- Friends 10x18 ‘The Last One Part 2’

I still ship them. SO MUCH.